a new beginning. (Again? Yeap, again.)
WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO BE MEEK?
To have self control. you need to be sure and secure of your identity in Christ. i am sure that i am a Christian, but i am not secure. i need to be sure that nothing else matters and that He will provide.
WE DONT HAVE A RIGHT. Everything that we have is GIVEN.
Been recovering from hell week. i was facing many issues last week. the really important ones were NOT the memo ones.
in life, there are more important issues than whether or not Charlie falls under the purview of the Maintenance of Parents Act. It was the worse week of 2005 so far. issues of acceptance, not seeing God, loneliness, all hit me. plus, i got a C- for my memo, and had no clue about the memorial. ended up handing a 3020 word memorial. i have hit a strong realization anyway. i got to accept the fact that i am not a genius and if i want to do well i have to work. and, if God does not intend for me to be the best, then fine. but i still have to try. it's not the best that matters. it's GOD'S BEST.
This is how i got through hell week.
my friends showed appreciation. i needed that most.
cell group was fantastic.
opened a kids Bible in my bookstore and God literally spoke there and then with the ELISHA story.
i feel like i am starting again. getting my life back on track.
It's a new beginning really.
To have self control. you need to be sure and secure of your identity in Christ. i am sure that i am a Christian, but i am not secure. i need to be sure that nothing else matters and that He will provide.
WE DONT HAVE A RIGHT. Everything that we have is GIVEN.
Been recovering from hell week. i was facing many issues last week. the really important ones were NOT the memo ones.
in life, there are more important issues than whether or not Charlie falls under the purview of the Maintenance of Parents Act. It was the worse week of 2005 so far. issues of acceptance, not seeing God, loneliness, all hit me. plus, i got a C- for my memo, and had no clue about the memorial. ended up handing a 3020 word memorial. i have hit a strong realization anyway. i got to accept the fact that i am not a genius and if i want to do well i have to work. and, if God does not intend for me to be the best, then fine. but i still have to try. it's not the best that matters. it's GOD'S BEST.
This is how i got through hell week.
my friends showed appreciation. i needed that most.
cell group was fantastic.
opened a kids Bible in my bookstore and God literally spoke there and then with the ELISHA story.
i feel like i am starting again. getting my life back on track.
It's a new beginning really.
posted by yeshye at 2.3.05
3 Comments:
that's nice =)
it's funny how we can see people in school smiling and not see that need nonetheless for a soft word to remind them from time to time that their presence is very much appreciated...
brown couch, long talks are always up for grabs =)
yeshye
thanks susie!! really, thanks!!! yes i love beown couch conversations. hahahaha
Amen bro
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