the reason i live is to worship you

factually, my life isn't getting better, things still suck.
handed up a sucky legal theory paper on law and morality. had to work thru the night till 7 bloody a.m.
the work is piling up, i am going crazy. really hope the en bloc is successful, my house is too messy.
But spiritually, GOD IS GOOD. i spoke to Paul Seah this week and that was great. God spoke throughout the week. but many times i think i didnt listen, too engrossed in my circumstances.

this morning at YM worship HE was there for me. this songs particularly spoke:
"i worship you....i worship you...
the reason i live...is to worship you.....
When i look into your holiness...
When i gaze into your loveliness..
when all things that surround become shadows in the light of you." (was really power i tell you)

and

"i serve a God..who is faithful and true.
i will hide..in the shelter of YOUR wings...till i find my rest, in your faithfulness
YES i serve a faithful God."

WAH LAU. was really power i tell you. cos on the way to church i was just thinking..if gOD is real...why why why why? why Doesnt he show me His strength? and HE really did. funny thing is, i was so skeptical before worship. but GOD really works. and the girl in front of me quite cute.

BUT anyway..another thing that was really AWESOME was jun jun house dinner on saturday. i went there to study in the afternoon and her mum was preparing dinner for us. was supposed to be simple dinner. but when we were called to the table WAH LAU I KANA SHOCKED.
COLD CRAB (BIG AND FAT) (PINCER CAN CLOBBER YOU)
1 ROAST DUCK
1 CHICKEN
BAK KUT PRAWN MEE AND FREEFLOW OF PRAWNS AND BAK KUT I CANNOT FINISH (NO BLUFF)
WHITE WINE
COKE
AND THEN WE HAD APPLE STRUDDEL AND ICE CREAM AND WE COULDN'T FINISH.
and the presentation was 10/10. it was simple no doubt. SIMPLY DELICIOUS!!!!
(on a side note. i broke the metal thing that you use to kiap kiap the crab and break the shell. yes, i broke it while trying to break the pincer shell. thats how bloody shiokay it was. had to clobber the bloody fellow.)

when i saw the food, i knew that God is REAL. you may think this is a joke. but seriously, you dont know how much food means to me. especially when there is over supply. that is xudes theory. only if there is too much food on the table and you know you cant finish it, then will it be shiok. really. GOD IS GREAT!

my new theory: real men don't diet. i have quit dieting for the rest of my life unless i kanna heart attack.come to think of it..i realised my life IS BETTER. OH. you see. HOw god works in mysterious ways. haha. ok BYE!!! CRIM LAW HERE I COME

oh ya by the way. i have decided to shave my head and keep it short in tribute to the exams. and i will be socializing less. and be more library hermit for the next 8 weeks.

God Bless.