Sunday, August 14, 2005

2nd wek of school starting

ok i have so much to say, i should have taken notes. so much floating in my mind now.

i had thai food today at first thai in purvis street with my parents. its slightly expensive but the quality is not bad. but i am not exactly a fan of thai food.

i have decided not to run for LAWCLUB. since law camp ended i have been wanting to run. but now..... especially this week, this first week of school, i think my priorities have changed? i dont think i wanna spend my life in Law School like how i did in year 1. basically, i am taking a step out. i did enjoy my first year...but....its kinda complicating and i really feel i need a breath of fresh air now....

besides that...i would say....life is still exciting. very much in fact. but in all i do, must have patience. whatever God plans or has in store for me, i do not want to destroy. i would like it to be perfect. no jumping the gun.

decided not to go for the bash cos i really want out of that kinda lifestyle. oh ya, i am quitting hard liquour for good. no more getting drunk anymore. sorry frens, especially those who love to see me drunk...haha.....no more entertainment for you guys.... so do cherish those videos. you'll probably never get that side of Zhiwei anymore. unless its somewhere near my wedding date, which wont be anytime soon seeing that i am still single.

school started but i really have not done anything. theres a shit load to read...and..... i get this feeling its very competitive. i really dont want it so pressurizing. shit i think deep inside me the old lazy ac slacker is still very actve. kenny's been back for about 2 weeks and its been damn fun with him around. eating, soccer, staying over, watching shows, suppers. but school has to start. then recently, somehow, there have been many fun activities. like cell's BBQ at YangLin's house. and the zoo. sooo fun. and mahjong. and having jason ho back. and we still can laugh over the same stuff and talk cock like it was in the past.

thank God that at least, i like what i am studying. it just seems... a lil too pressurizing sometimes. i think i really wanna do something i enjoy for a career. i still am unsure..but...increasingly, it feels as if it is not being a 9am-12am lawyer....

just trust God to bless you in all that you do...and all that is going to happen.

i happen to be approaching some kind of spiritual revival. i really dont want to lose it again. victorious christian life. can it happen? can it work? is there such a thing? i do think it can be! it can happen! i can enjoy life to the fullest! finding fulfilment in God and not letting other 'gods' rule you! i dont want to be a slave to this world anymore! i want fulfillment!

i dont wanna lose it this time serious. i also do not want to make the wrong moves anymore. just do the right thing....was trapped for my first year in uni....

i really had a lot more to say...i shall pen it down if i can rem...goodnight.

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