grief
i am trying to make sense of it all. sometimes life can be really frustrating, yet endearing all the same. GRIEF. i wonder..is it a gift or a curse? can grief only exist because there is love?
God is a genius to have created feelings, emotions; love and grief. they are amazing. they overwhelm you and take you like a storm. sometimes you can be knocked out cold and sometimes you can be brimming with excitement.
i am wondering how i would feel if someone close to me dies. how much grief would i feel? i mean, i wonder what real deep grief feels like? and i wonder how different it would feel from what i think 'sadness' is to me now. i mean, occasionally i feel bogged down and 'sad' and all that but...really..what does grief really mean? damn. i would hate to experience it.
conversely, i am wondering what's it like to feel really loved?
feel like i should step back a bit.
God is a genius to have created feelings, emotions; love and grief. they are amazing. they overwhelm you and take you like a storm. sometimes you can be knocked out cold and sometimes you can be brimming with excitement.
i am wondering how i would feel if someone close to me dies. how much grief would i feel? i mean, i wonder what real deep grief feels like? and i wonder how different it would feel from what i think 'sadness' is to me now. i mean, occasionally i feel bogged down and 'sad' and all that but...really..what does grief really mean? damn. i would hate to experience it.
conversely, i am wondering what's it like to feel really loved?
feel like i should step back a bit.
posted by yeshye at 23.9.05
2 Comments:
we are just like God, have feeings! :)
take care bro!
ps 23
wow ur posts are startin to sound like mine! haha anw dun worry cos everythin sorts itself out eventually. All in good time :)
-kt
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